Sigh.

when I was in lab that day

and everything was just not going right for me

things were tumbling everywhere

and everything was not going as expected

I honestly thought that I was not making a very good impression

I thought I was making a fool of myself

and because of me,

the lecturers and the other UK students

would make a generalised judgement that

Malaysian students are all retards

and cannot do anything right in the lab.

Seriously, that was what was going through my mind.

Little did I know,

everyone was struggling too

everyone made mistakes

and everyone was fumbling as well.

I was just too busy to notice.

After looking at the compiled data sheets

I found that

The UK students, even after knowing they made a mistake

made no effort to correct their mistake at that point of time (even if they could)

and merely stated in their report that they did something wrongly

resulting in all the data going haywire.

and they have no idea how to present their work clearly.

now some of the experiments are done in duplicates

and both experimental setups show vastly different results

even though everything was done exactly the same way

how to write report liddat?!

sigh. this is crazy.

i miss being around kids.

sigh.

being a grownup's no fun :(